Now
So close—the intimacy of our kiss
is an illusion, an electric echo,
a chemical leap from skin to thought.
We cannot escape this passage, cannot
face the future. You are gone,
a storehouse of presence like a stitch
that cannot be the needle's weave
that pierces cloth. Still our lips meet
with perfect anticipation and brush
a landscape defying delay. We twine
despite our sense's failure. We are
the switch and not the light. We are
the point on the page and not the phrase,
those futile marks our minds design.
Only when we surrender, let
the past propel into the past,
only here, when we forgo
the chance of knowing the other's lips,
that pleasured pressure face to face,
only in that unmeasured moment
do we touch.
-- Bill Trudo