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Savannah Belle

Here in Chicago I sit in the sun 

of an Indian Summer

high on the Water Tower waiting,

 

chapped hands in a visor 

over my eyes, hoping I see 

you in that gown,

 

black satin and grace,

float like a feather

back to Chicago.

 

I don’t care if you stop

by Confederate streams

on the way from Savannah

 

to pick phallic rocks

so long as you rise,

release all your hair,

 

take to the air

and float like a feather 

on to Chicago

 

because this is the last time I’ll sit 

on the Water Tower waiting.

I’d rather go blind than see

 

you in that gown, 

black satin and grace,

stop in the air 

 

laugh like a loon  

then float like a feather 

back to Savannah.

 

— Donal Mahoney

I Don’t Want To Be

I don’t want
to be
a Chicken McNugget
or a processed
chuck-it-lunch-it,
underneath
a heat lamp
or in a microwave. 

I don’t want
Botox
or plastic surgery
or to be
cloned
for infinity.

In the depths
of humanity
is a certain
sort of tendency,
at least
these days,
to process
and preserve
everything
we are
for eternity. 

I can almost
see it
floating by,
a planet
stacked high
with robotic,
humanoid
life-forms
that should have
seen an end
long ago.

 

Brian Bronson 

Five Poems by Simon Perchik: September 26th, 2011

                               *

                                It must welcome this light

                                sent up, banished and the sun

                                overflowing still can’t wait

 

                                till morning —you will open the door

                                for something you’re not sure, make room

                                the way a tree rests its branches

 

                                higher and higher and the room

                                kept empty for evenings

                                on their way back, bone-tired

 

                                hollowed out, barren, cold

                                and the door take in

                                the darkness :the dying down

 

                                and the slow, climbing turn

                                for which there is no word

                                no sound or below.

 

 

 

                                *

                                No! an axe won’t do it

                                though there’s the need

                                to stretch out on the ground

 

                                —not a bow-saw, it shortens

                                the way logs once warm

                                will remember why music

 

                                strikes when it comes by

                                and the wood still not dry

                                —no secrets! in the open

 

                                flash this tiny knife

                                so the tree sees its reflection

                                while you carve out its heart

 

                                as if all trees once

                                were twins —two trunks

                                within call, cut back

 

                                by an endless arrow

                                passing through the Earth

                                and no one it can hold close

 

                                except the emptied sky

                                and lightning —this blade

                                can bring down forgetfulness

 

                                and all these branches

                                smoldering over the ashes

                                the shadows, the still warm dirt.

 

 

 

 

 

                                *

                                Its power comes from this froth

                                —never mind there’s no caldron

                                to make sense, you drink

 

                                listening to bubbles work a cure

                                are healed when the fountain

                                touches you, smelling from gauze

 

                                and nursing homes —the old

                                have no choice, they let the faucet

                                run and for a while

 

                                wait at the sink for something

                                they’re not sure

                                —they have no memory

 

                                though the drought is always there

                                shaped as a stone reaching out

                                for kisses whose lips are the breath

 

                                rising year by year from all water

                                and once in your mouth, by magic

                                becomes the word for waiting

 

                                with both eyes closed —you drink

                                what must be your shadow

                                floating off half foam, half waterfall

 

                                scraping your throat on the rocks

                                —all the way down a spray

                                made ageless, washing over you.

 

 

 

                                *

                                And though the rain has left

                                tired waiting for the slow descent

                                become your shadow reaching out

 

                                when no one looks —to lure it back

                                takes deception! you cover the windows

                                with silk and drop by drop the walls

 

                                stay damp while the sky

                                loses itself in your arms

                                —it’s not your usual clouds

 

                                and you jump, afraid you’ll drown

                                one hand held out, the other

                                kept empty for rain and the floor

 

                                making its way back —it works

                                —your shadow already lifting you

                                feet first, on your toes

 

                                as if it sees the sky surrounded

                                by other skies, in bits

                                and this dark place you hide.

 

 

 

                                *

                                You wipe the way the moon

                                once warmed the Earth

                                caressed your arm

 

                                with shapelessness

                                and the fever left over

                                from some fiery beginning

 

                                half shoreline, half 

                                waves still flaring out

                                staking their claim

 

                                and memory —inside this path

                                a brain, left behind

                                to deal with the scent

 

                                smoldering leaves give off

                                —you sniff for stars

                                that have no light yet

 

                                only the fragrance stones replace

                                endlessly cover the dead

                                with leaves and these dried flowers

 

                                everywhere burning in small piles

                                —what you smell is a smoke

                                that can only remember.

 

Simon Perchik 

The White of I

 

He wants to know 

what it feels like.  I think

he is not ready for this. 

But the truth 

long suppressed,

comes bubbling 

to 

the 

surface. 

Just as,

the ancient landfill

on that local highway 

hiccups its presence 

when the wind shifts.

It feels like this: 

All at once. 

Everything, 

beautiful and painful 

in this world 

hits me with a weight 

so great it 

buckles the knees.

Never. 

Not with warning.

Maybe some Sunday 

the sound of God, 

halts me in the hum 

of our poor interpretations.

The image of Christ 

dying on the cross,

forms a lump 

in the throat so choking. 

Tears, the only words

on the blank page of a face.

A failing whisper, 

we are not listening.

The beauty of a moment 

not mine

witnessed from opposite

sides

of a crooked asphalt

street, strips me of this

thin skin. 

This veil.  Nerve 

endings exposed like 

the bright white, 

several layers deep.  Flash, 

unbearable burn.

A ribcage filling 

with love so deep

it makes a mockery of 

any before it. 

Now, 

this minute. 

Perched awkwardly beside him.

The agony of his history 

permeates the pores. 

I fight a lifetime’s worth

of wrenching sobs, he 

was too much 

of a man to make.

It feels like this, like 

the pinprick of the world could bleed me dry. 

And the fear

no one would notice.

 

Kelly Cahill

Officer Friendly

Whenever Lolly stops me
on my midnight rounds
just to chat about the night

I shine my flashlight in her eyes
and whisper low so the other
working girls can’t hear me,

“Lolly, it’s your intelligence
and taste I find so appealing.
I appreciate that upper lip

you’ve lit up in neon red
so artfully with lipstick.”
We talk about mortgages and kids 

whether hers are back in school,
whether mine are still in college,
whether my brother ever sends a check.

When finally I say I have to go,
she giggles like Monroe, gets all
blonde and bouncy, saucy to a fault,

waves good-bye with a grand sashay,
thrilled again to be on her way, pleased
that once again I won’t take her in.

—  Donal Mahoney

 

 

Panic

Who is that girl?

Sitting Indian style on the cold, tiled kitchen floor
gasping for air as the sun slowly begins to rise
rocking steadily back and forth
in a vintage Calvin Klein dress
with pin-straight hair and a full face of make-up

Trying desperately to focus on the aroma of freshly brewed coffee
instead of the pins and needles in her right hand
the numb tip of her tongue
and the blurred vision that transforms her ordinary surroundings into a 3-D movie

Centered only by the two hands compressed on her heart
she musters the power to guide herself through repeated breathing
deeply inward and slowly outward
until she feels she has enough strength to stand up
and face the day

I’m not that girl

 

Lisa Cappiello 

Equilibrium

I sparkle ~ You stand out
I primp ~ You’re natural
You’re sharp ~ I’m smooth
You’re polished ~ I’m raw

You talk ~ I listen
I talk ~ You listen
You yell ~ I cry
You hide ~ I find you

I float ~ You swim
I’m gentle ~ You’re respected
You’re responsible ~ I’m free
I fall ~ You catch me

I fall ~ You catch me

I’m scrutinized ~ You’re a target
You attack ~ I protect
You’re misunderstood ~ I translate
I hustle ~ You’re starving
You’re scorched ~ I fill your glass, halfway 


You inhale ~ I exhale
My heart pumps ~ Your blood flows
Allied soldiers ~ Uphill battle
One light ~ One love ~ One soul 

 

—  Lisa Cappiello

Soldiers

Despite our age and gender, we were involuntarily drafted
by those we trusted most
The battle began long before we knew what they were fighting for
 
Overnight, we were standing on unfamiliar soil
amid rockets, missiles, and bombs
and the silent threat of the threat of the enemy infiltrating
at any given moment

I had five more years of experience
so I instinctually loaded my weapons faster and knew which rocks provided shelter
and many nights I stood on guard so you could recharge

But when given the opportunity, I immediately fled in search of peace
 knowing deep down that I always wanted a life different than this

I will forever carry the guilt of leaving you behind

You reenlisted for another term
for you only knew how to live among landmines and grenades
and you were drafted into infantry, directly on the front line of all the action
where you remained for far too long

Although your uniform is more decorated than mine
our scars are the same
and you’re the only one who can truly comprehend the magnitude of my post traumatic stress
No amount of rain will be strong enough to erase our muddy footprints
but our bond, as strong as the giant purple heart we share, will never be broken

 

— Lisa Cappiello

Susan

I elected to leave the lights off as I sat in my living groom
gliding back and forth to the rhythm of the deafening silence
 in the green rocking chair that once belonged to my father

The moonlight tried to comfort me, sneaking in through the slits of the venetian blinds
that I purposely lowered hours earlier
but I was uninterested
for my heart, my mind, my soul was dark

Until I thought of you

Instantaneously, tiny gold speckles fell from the ceiling
as yellow, purple, and orange hues decorated the air
and the smell of spring overpowered my senses
making my insides feel as warm as your pure, humble smile

When I heard the faint hint of samba music
I sighed
for I knew the clouds were swaying serenely
as they watched you dance

How lucky they are

 

Lisa Cappiello

Your Encounter with The Rose

Tall, sleek, solitary
it catches your eye from across the room
and lures you closer
entrancing you with organic splendor

Luscious, showy petals steal your breath as they seduce you
to slither the tip of your nose against its silky red smoothness
until your insides tingle from inhaling its fresh, delicate fragrance  

Enamored, you reach over with one hand and grab the stem tightly from the glass vase
pricking the pad of your finger on one of the many tiny thorns
that are hidden by the welcoming sundry leafs that extend in a range of directions
and are only visible to those that are bold enough to take a closer look

You instinctually draw the cut on your finger to your lips in an attempt to stop the bleeding
as the potent, unmistakable taste of blood on your tongue snaps you back to reality
by reminding you how dangerous it can be
 to feel alive

You resist the temptation to place the rose next to your heart
and reluctantly return it to the heavy, translucent support structure that enables it to proudly stand upright
Retracting, you continue to admire the truest symbol of love and beauty
from afar

— Lisa Cappiello

The Old Padre and the Tarpon

       with apologies to Hemingway

 

Beyond the frippery and folderol

of bishops and the like,

Father Murphy’s on vacation

with just a week to cast 

for bigger fish than pike.

 

And so he sails the peaceful bay

casting every kind of bait,

praying that a tarpon

suddenly will strike.

Hook the big one, Father claims,

 

and it will thrash around

as if Satan were a submarine

cruising in its wake.

A fish that big, claims Father,

is always worth the wait 

 

for it guarantees an aging priest,

with just a week’s vacation,

action and distraction from 

the frippery and folderol

of bishops and the like.

 

 

Donal Mahoney

The Accompanist

Thunder’s voice says

the instant of peril just passed.

Even as we huddle

in a frail tent and fear,

the rumble, curling into itself,

smaller and smaller with distance,

cheers me. Two days now

with too much lightning to work

in yard or at computer, and still

I lie awake to hear it grumble.

Later it pounds a havoc drum,

frenzied, and the walls around me

echo the tremble. The windows shimmy.

This is blessing, too. It is a benevolent

phenomenon. I have never heard

you say, “He died to too much thunder.”

Like Saturday night …. we applauded

the organist who told us all the tones

of fear and laughter we should share,

his music saying that Buster Keaton’s

dangers would not touch us.

Like good thunder,

he deserved our accolades.

 

— Carol Hamilton 

El dompe at Matamoros

          At home in their everyday devastation,

          the children come close

          with their deformities

          because we, gawkers, broke down.

          First World workers, we swoop in

          like the scavenging birds

          that twirl up and down at that green,

          turbid water, clogged with waste,

          circle above in the smoky inferno

          of air.  Birds can fly away,

          and so can we.  One man salvaged

          an armchair, placed it

          in front of his shoulder-high house

          made of castoffs.  These leftover people

          are everywhere, everywhere our dollars

          do and do not go.  They are the detritus

          to our affluence.  The children

          gather as the birds do, come to see

          what we look like.  Some do. 

          Some are too busy dying

          to even wonder at these engines

          of ours that only rarely break down.

          The men come to help us. 

 

— Carol Hamilton

Old Town Albuquerque, NM

Historic casings house

bad art,

plastic trinkets made in China.

 

Old people wearing khakis,

white hats, 

push past the doorway.

Crowding shelves of coffee mugs, 

three dollar t-shirts,

tacky key chains,

stating, I’ve been there.

 

A faded sign, a faded door

the last historic art form.

Competing,

with hot pink, buzzing neon signs.

 

A blackened doorknob remains.

Varnished with the oils

of a thousand hands.

 

Tagen T Baker